Friday, May 10, 2013

making a decision

last week i went on a new job interview.
I don't hate my job now, but I had a itchling for change,(a Gemini curse)
 and wanted sick/vacation hours.
 
the tiny office im at now  (900 sq ft) with pink patient charts for 4000 patients slewed around can be a little overwhelming.
so I went.
 
it was in a tall sky scraper on the 12th floor near south coast plaza. the windows had such a view.
this office had its own floor, there wasn't a paper out of spot.
when you walked in you can see into the glass conference room with a big white marble table.
it was beautiful.
I met with the women there for the interview. which I didn't think went well but then...
 
Monday, I got the call. they were offering me the job.
only $2.00 less than I am making now. and would mean driving 18 miles more than I do now...
it would also mean needing a whole new wardrobe and wearing heels..
I turned it down.
 
Im not sure what I was looking for, and why I didn't consider the distance thing before hand.
I just need to kick that Gemini butt and focus and enjoy the things I do, and do have.  
 
I had a quick meeting with my office manager now, and she said they are going to start "personal" days. (after 5 years, they better!) and informed me on some changes that are coming to the office in the next year. no one else knows of them except the doctor, the office manager and myself, I feel a little honored that I am the 3rd to know.
we shall see whats up.
 
 
thank jesus its Friday. I have a busy one this weekend.
roach truck rally, celebrating a friends birthday, bbq in big bear tomorrow, church, movies, softball game, plus mothers day! I need a weekend from the weekend.